Living for a new tomorrow.

Wazzup

Monday, April 02, 2007

It's the month of April and you noe what that means. It's April Fool's Day.For newly enrolled poly students, a few weeks later and we would be starting skool soon.For all Catholics in S'Pore,i wish u guys a humble Holy Week.

Right now,i am feeling a little sick today coz i am having a bad cold.As i am typing this,i am listening to Michael Jackson: Ghosts.I like that song though.It's been a long time since i have heard this.Too bad for MJ, he has to face one bad press to another.Also,he is selling his Neverland Range coz he is facing bankruptcy. (well dog,i noe u had a rough childhood,but does not mean u should spent on useless junk like giraffes and roller costers?!)

I was doing a little soul searching today; remember those times when you're teachers had been saying that it is a cold cold world out there. So,i wonder the amount of obstacles that is bound to face me in the future and i realize how important hard work really is.

Since i am in poly,there is a 50% chance that i can go to University and a 50% chance that i can't go to University.But,even if i can go to University,there is a possibilty that i can go there with a schoalrship or i have to work(or get a bank loan) to pay for my degree.

So,it seems that it is gonna be a tough road ahead of me.Yikes,i am so freaked out now!Also,it would be the same for the rest of you guys out there. a word of encouragement to all,i hope u guyz would push urselves to the max and give in UR every best.Do not be led into temptation coz u might lose out in the end.SO WORK HARD N PLAY HARD!!!

&faded to grey at 9:13 AM♥

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Amy Winehouse=Rehab

LoL,i noe i am being obsessed in uploading videos but what the hell?! I lurve this song...so shut up! haHa

&faded to grey at 11:30 AM♥

BLk. 146

I hope you guys lurve the video.It is one of my favourites though:)

You might be wondering how is the song:Ghetto Story is related to my childhood. Well,that is what this post is gonna be about.A short summary of my childhood at Blk. 146.

When i was a child,my family used to live in this 3 storey bedroom in Yishun. Since there is not enough room,my mom and dad would occupy the master bedroom,my half-brother(to my mom's approval) will have one of the room to himself.Whereas; me and my sis,aunt and younger brother would share a small bedroom. Since my bro was a baby then,he and my aunt would share a bed while my and my sis had to sleep on the floor.We slept on those thin mattresses that u can get at $5 in pasar malam.

When my half-bro got married,my sis and i finally got my brother's bedroom.My dad happened to get two wooden beds for us. (some dude gave it to him for free). But it did so happen that those beds were creeping with bedbugs. Thus me n my sis kept scratchin all night as we sleep.

During that time,whenever my parents were facing a really tight budget.We had to eat porridge with salted eggs.Mind you,they were pretty disgusting to me.But,in really bad situations,we were forced to eat until my parents were finacially settled.

At my old neighbourhood,it was famous for a few things: Rats, Drug Addicts and teen suicides.Every night the rats n junkies were come out. The block that i lived was near the sewage drains..which is wear the rats would scurry out at night.And i ain't talking about a few rats...i am talkin about an army...really.

As for the junkies they would hang out at the staircase corridors and smoke weed. I remember one time when my sis,cousin and i saw two guys were sniffing glue and sharing needles.They were sharing the same needles and it seems that they were abusing heroine.It was quite common to see this.I guess this is the reason why my sis and i had to stay indoors at night.

well..i am feeling a little tired now.but i might continue about this later on.

&faded to grey at 5:49 AM♥

Baby Cham & Alicia Keys - Ghetto Story

This song has a faint reflection of my childhood days @ Blk. 146

&faded to grey at 3:38 AM♥

a new chapter..

Thursday, March 29, 2007

After much complaints from almost everyone i know,i guess it is time that i start up a new blog.

My aim for it is to be way better than the previous one that i had ruined. (much to nabihah's disapproval).
It would also help if some one can tell me how to upload pictures and videos. This is to make it more interesting.lol

ok..then.

As what the blog title and the URL had mentioned that it is a new begginning for me.True enough though:)

I am out of secondary school and in poly now...well i am going to start my first day soon.In April.

It is bye bye ugly school uniform and hello freedom of choosing what i wanna wear.(except for my clinical attachement wear i have to wear a school uniform). Oh did i mentioned that i am enrolled into nanyang poly:diploma in nursing?

I am gonna guess a few mouths is gonna drop when u have read that sentence.I am guessing that you would be like..what?! Norusha is nursing? i thought she is gonna be in law & management or mass communications or something like that?!

Well to cut the story short..my grades brought me here.Much to my mother's delight.That is because she always wanted to be a nurse.But a little freak accident had caused her to quit her job.Please don't ask me what it was...

So i guess that i am suppose to live my mom's dream.So mum just to let u noe...that i am going this for you.

As for my dad...he wanted me and my sis to go to university and graduate with a PhD. I guess i have to do that..but in a couple of years time:)

But going to University meant that i have to do damn well for poly.So it is gonna be hello hard work.

Until then...see ya..

&faded to grey at 10:30 AM♥